I WASN’T MYSELF
> January 27th, 2012
Has this ever happened to you? I don't know why I did it, I wasn't myself, I normally would never do that. Maybe you were right. I am a big believer in self accountability and not making excuses, but is it possible that much of what goes on down here is influenced by energies, or formless beings. Even a cold? I had a cold for 30 days, I never have a cold for 30 days. I wasn't myself. Then I remembered what my buddy Big Dan said, "Even colds or flus are an energy gripping onto you." Makes some sense, because doesn't everything that exists in the universe have to have some kind of energy for it to exist, even a cold. What is that holds all of this together? It seems like it's our collective thoughts, or God's thoughts. What is it that gives meaning to anything? Our collective thoughts that we believe it to be real. Is this all an illusion? Well, I can take away that science shows we are energy in our purist form, and after we die, our energy leaves. Where does it go? A lot to think about. What I did find out is that my cold totally disappeared the very next day after trying something. How could that be, it lasted for 30 days? Perhaps even a cold is a form of energy that globs onto us as my friend Dan would say. Dan will also go on to say things like "That person is controlled by the spirit of arrogance, or the spirit of greed, etc." He was taught by his native understanding that there is a spirit, or energy, for anything that alters us from being unconditional loving beings. I can see that making a bit of sense now. Are we helpless from these energies? No, far from that. Do you ever say bless you? Did you know that was originally said to try to protect people after they sneezed because others feared there was a spirit, or energy, trying to attack or drain someone's body? If you go back and listen to an interview I did with Debbie Tibbles, she felt there was a really dark energy that took over her sons body when he was dying from cancer. Is that possible? I could definitely see that happening, at least some of the time. Whether it is true or not, I believe it is all part of this process we go through down here and it is not to be feared. Perhaps it is to be conquered?
This week I was going to talk to Mark Rainer through Skype but the recording didn't take very well, the audio was fuzzy. Mark is from northern England and has a few interesting stories to tell. Perhaps next week I will figure out how to get the Skype recorder working so we can have a clean interview.
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Fife Symington was governor of Arizona during the Phoenix Lights incident in 1997. At the time the networks claimed it was flares or some other unbelievable excuse. At the time Governor Symington made a joke and had one of his staff members dress up as an alien. 10 years later the former governor was singing a different tune, have you heard part of that interview? Symington is probably one of the highest ranking U.S. political figures to come forward and claim he saw a ufo.
I'm sure I heard this before from Buzz Aldrin but it's good to hear this again, Mr. Aldrin claims in some interview that there was a craft that was following Apollo 11. In this brief interview you will hear the astronaut speculate and what the crew decided to do.
David Foreman used to be a pharmacist roughly 17 years ago, then he had a change of heart and careers. He now calls himself an herbal pharmacist. David has become one of a growing number that are beginning to realize that there are many natural products that can aid us greatly in healing and staying healthy. Also, I think many are seeing the dangers of potential side effects caused by certain drugs when many herbs or supplements can offer a healthy alternative without side effects. What I did like about David's website
In 2002 I was really intrigued to see the movie Mothman Prophecies starring Richard Gere. The movie claimed to be based on some facts. A lot of movies claim that, usually they are far from the truth. Like many, I enjoyed the movie and didn't think too much about it until a few years ago. A pretty good friend who would come into the radio station to produce commercials for her business told me of an unusual sighting, something she was afraid to tell in public. I asked her to come on my show at the time but she refused, which I understood. A couple of years ago I was casually talking to Frank Feshino and asking him about if he had any other weird experiences to share outside of his investigative work regarding the Flatwoods Monster, he did. The story he told me was connected to a man Frank met in West Virginia who had a frightening encounter with a winged creature.
I've believed in reincarnation for a very long time, perhaps as young as 5 or 6 years old. I don't know why, it just made sense. I kind of thought God kept sending us back down here until we got it right, how could we possibly learn everything in one time around? The stories I'm going to share with you are actually taken from the internet, You Tube audio.
I wonder how many people believe in Bigfoot? I would think that a majority of people probably believe in ghosts. I heard not that long ago that about half of Americans believe in ufo's. So how many believe in what I would consider 3rd on the list of unknowns, Sasquatch? I think most will accept and even get excited when you talk about ghosts. My experience has been that many will listen when you talk about ufo's. However, when the subject of sasquatch, or other unknowns, comes up most that I've talked to will look for a reason to leave the conversation. Why is that? I think we only go as far as our awareness will take us. When we continue to expose ourselve to more and more, our awareness expands and seems to open the door to other possibilities. It may actually be a conscious shift in the brain. I only say this because it has been my experience. There are things I thought people were making up a few years ago before this show, now it just seems easier to accept the possibility that many many things could exist. Perhaps it is ego?
Finally. I finally was able to get a show to upload after trying the last couple of days. We finally were all able to get together, Reverend Debby, Anita Carlson, and Judy Papineau to talk about Harold Olson. I've come to learn that the universe doesn't use a clock. It lines things up on it's own time, when the time is right.
First, I would like to wish Roslyn McGrath's father a speedy recovery and send him my love. His name is Stuart if you wish to do so to. Next, I would like to let you know that this show was recorded back in August so some of what we talk about is dated. I can only guess what you may think and how you may look at things and there was a time when I looked at many things like most of the population does. Now, I just keep looking and listening, and asking questions. I want to know the answers to all things, I want to know who God is, or as some say- The Source, or All That Is. My own unusual and paranormal experiences tell me that there is more. At one time God was this gentle being that comforted me when I was 4 years old and praying to him. Over time it became this unidentifyable Source, that we are all connected to and a part of. It became a being of unconditional love. Now after this interview, I may have a slightly different take on what I think The Source is, and that too will probably continue to evolve.









